You know how they say you cannot change someone unless they want to? I want to change. Not for me. I’m not there yet, but for the people around me who claim to love me. I want to be better. And be stronger. Because they need me to be. I want to be a better person for the people I love, because I want to keep winning their hearts. I want to be better for him. Because he loves me too. Because I have dreams of spending the rest of my life loving him.. So I want to be better. And do better, and make better decisions, even though I feel like I never will. But I will tell myself that I can. Because at the end of the day, I will be better for me, there is no wrong decision in choosing who to be better for, ara e loun se fun!