Things have changed, yes, they are not what they seem..
You would actually think I should expect it to after all
But I can’t get used to these changes
They are not what I expect
Not what I like
Not what I want
Today its rosy and beautiful and tomorrow its hell, horrible
If it’s going to be horrible all through please be
And if it’s going to be easy then just be!!!
Stop giving me hope and dashing it
Stop giving me new life and snuffing it out
Stop making me pray and wish and then take it all away
No! It doesn’t make me stronger, it kills me!
I don’t want that
I want constant
I want stable
I want love and all of it
I want peace and no war
Or maybe the opposite
I just want to know what to expect, what to wake up to
I can’t just deal anymore
Do you understand me? Can you hear me?